Another journal post (and yes this is my means of procrastinating )
Today i discovered i am either a. more girly than i thought, or b. deranged. (probably b lol).
At work today, I couldn't help but notice the clearance Valentines items. Of course i bought myself vday chocolate haha (don't judge now!!), and then i noticed the stuffed animals. And among these stuffed animals was a big pouffy furball that was apparently a puppy. And it had big google eyes. And i picked it up, and squished it a few times. And then went back to work.
Then i returned several times today to that stuffed animal, and i'd look around to make sure no customers were around, and then i would hug and squeeze it. And go back to work.
And this continued all day until i finally took the animal and showed my coworkers, and they said it was ugly.
So I put it back, and i didn't buy it because i'm not gonna waste money on a silly stuffed toy. But i really want it, and I'm shocked at how silly and deranged i have obviously become. And when i confessed to my coworker that i had spent the majority of my shift hugging that stuffed puppy, she told me to just get a boyfriend already...which didn't help haha .
Anyway, on an unrelated note, I came home from work an hour ago, and no one was home, and the doors were UNLOCKED!! This is the third time this has happened in the past week, and it's not tolerable...i'm gonna have to have a talk with my roomates. I am not pleased. Ah well, at least my sappy deranged mood is over...i think .